WE ARE AFTER ALL, AN INFINITE CONSCIOUSNESS HAVING A HUMAN EXPERIENCE
Since I was a child, I always felt out of place. Constantly trying my best to fit in, with family, friends, and in society. I was never felt the sense of belonging, to anyone, or anywhere. Like some children, I had a pretty low self esteem and thought that I am always inferior from others, whether it is about looks, study, or my personality. Over time I learn to admit it is just the way it is...that I am just not good enough. I gone trough childhood traumas that are not supposed to be experienced by a child as early as I don't even have the memories when it started.
Until I started to live by my own, I began to understand myself, choices I made, friends I met, people that I interact with. I began to put values into my self-worth. I learn that making my own choices without the influence of other people around me. Little by little I gained my confidence and learn to love and appreciate this person of called me. The energy shifted! But I only know this when I had my first spiritual awakening when I was 40.
I had my fair share of spiritual awakening and dark night of the soul. Everything deconstruct and reconstruct again. From my belief system, life values, life and death, religion and beliefs, social and politics, one by one the veil falls, and I knew there's no turning back from this red pill.
WHEN THE STUDENT IS READY, THE TEACHER APPEARS
From Anita Moorjani, David Icke, Nicky Sutton, to Cosmic Empress Natascha Leimbigler (just to mentioned a few), I was open to see, learn, and discern. Sure there is no way to take everything that was taught from these teachers, BUT... You take what resonate, what's good for you, you learn to trust your instinct and heart, hence learning to communicate with spirit guides. AND ...Leave out the rest.
and so begins my spiritual journey.
When I discover Cosmic Empress, there was a very strong pull. Everything in my being is calling to me.
I knew I wanted to be an Akashic Records practitioner. The idea of discovering so many things and so deep about your soul, brought so much understanding and healing. I learn to forgive and apologize sincerely. Until to this day I am still learning and healing, the journey never ends.
Learning to navigate this life with unconditional love as a human is definitely not easy, especially given that what I experienced as a child. It felt like a betrayal when the person(s) that you look up to and were supposed to be the one protecting you, were the ones that break those responsibilities.
But when you understand and know who you are, you know that there's so much more layers and compartments in every aspect of life. Life itself is a learning experience and lessons. Lessons about enriching your soul and shining your light to lift up the vibration and consciousness around you and the world as a whole. Gratitude and Forgiveness is something that I hold dearly to guide my emotion through this life now.
I understand that my journey is what my soul in higher realm agreed to experience in this life. This is FATE. But what comes out of it is your DESTINY. You decide your destiny, you carve your pathway, you make the choice hereafter, you took the action that you deem necessary...and that is the Karma that you create or cleared. your choice.
~ Luna Aurora